I have decided to move my blog from here to awesomeminded.wordpress.com
While blogspot is a good site Wordpress is just.... better.
Better layout, better widgets, better programming, better everything!
All posts have been moved there so you will not miss anything and you will be amazed of the new layout!
To clarify:
There will be no more posts on this site! Whole blog has been moved!
Click here! http://awesomeminded.wordpress.com/
This is Captain Awesome - signing a transfer
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Thursday, April 5, 2012
The Mission and The New Beginning
So here we are again after 6 months of silence... The reason I quit was related to my health and I'm afraid it isn't getting any better anytime soon, however my therapist thinks it would be a good idea to start writing a diary or just write to express myself. Seeing as I don't like to write with a pencil and writing about feelings is not one of my strong sides. So a diary without a pencil and with no feelings in it is basically writing on the computer about various crap and lashing out. Now I don't know about you but writing a document and saving it on the hard drive to rot is just silly so here I am, back at the porn infested internet writing to you about every awesome thing I can think of. To all of you who wanted me to start writing my blog again I HOPE YOUR HAPPY NOW! *caps off*
Where to begin?... Ah yes let's see what has happened lately.
I've recently moved out on my own thanks to Mini-Awesome. Can not express my gratitude enough for that. Living here with my girlfriend and her two dogs and two cats. Everything is working out pretty awesome except for my health... Don't know how but my health, both physical and mental, got worse somehow. I now rarely leave the apartment and I rarely feel "good" and the word "happy" is thrown into the dumpster. Sad I know but I'll manage somehow, I always do.
So what about the people in my life? Well the Crew of Awesome got nerfed pretty bad due to various reasons and I'm not going to go into details as it would take forever plus it would be wrong to go into it. Naaah who am I kidding? Since when would I give a fuck about right and wrongs? but seriously it would take forever and I don't feel like it.
Miss Awesomeness and Mini-Awesome is still close and we hang out quite a lot. It's awesome, they are awesome, we are awesome! I won't even try to tell you guys how much you mean to me as it would only end in failure... Note to self: Learn how to thank people properly..
I still see and talk with some and stopped talking to some altogether. Now now just because I stopped talking to them doesn't necessarily mean they did something horrible or anything like that. It just fell apart for different reasons.
I sometimes miss the old times where I spent time with all of them but it won't happen again anytime soon and even if it was possible my health would kick the idea in the nuts.
Also note that the page dedicated to Crew of Awesome is on the backburner for now.
Wow that was a lot of information... and all of it was totally awesomely uninteresting. MOVING ON!
The gamer in me want to dedicate a tiny piece of each entry to what games I'm currently playing and possibly talk a bit about a game or two. Just got the idea of putting up a list of all the games I know and my current progress... oh dear fucking god that would take up a lot of time and there would be no guarantee that the result would be awesome.. HAHAHA who am I kidding!? Everything I do is awesome! Even so I will put it on the shelf of future projects.
As some of my readers are completely uninterested in games (what the fuck is wrong with you?) I will let you know when and where I start rambling about games.
: Gaming Section : Start
Fist of the North Star: Ken's rage (PS3)
Progress: Finished!
Genre: Action Hack-and-slash
Story: In this action packed game you play as different warriors in an post-apocalyptic world where the strong rise to power to protect the weak or to rule the world. Two clans has arised, the Nanto and the Hokuto. Every character fights for what he believes in, be it love, power or survival. Now I heard the manga is great (which this game is based upon) and I have to read it sometime but as far as the storytelling in this game... Awful... Truly fucking unawesome. But who needs a story in a game where you smash your fists into your opponents skull and tear them apart from the inside?
Graphics: Good. Aside from two or three Special Moves there are no moments where you see any weird positioning or textures crossing each other
Gameplay: Packed with action, power and blood this game will leave a mark in your brain. The game is very straightforward, kill all the enemies in your path and then defeat the boss. Different combos and a bunch of playable characters makes this game interesting and therefore worth your time.
Overall: Awful story and repetitive action aside this game is worth buying. Several hours of gore and action can't go wrong in this world. Buy it fuckers!
Atelier Iris 3:Grand Phantasm (PS2)
Progress: Finished!
Genre: Turn-Based RPG
Story: You play as Edge, Nell and Iris in a world of dreams, alchemy and monsters. The three are Raiders who do missions in different "dream" worlds, be it finding items or killing monsters. Iris carries a book which cannot be opened and soon they discover that the book is the "Escalario". By finding 8 gems the book can be opened and Iris can make any wish come true. The story becomes deeper and more enjoyable the further you go into the game. All in all the story is so awesome that it could easily be made to a book or even a movie.
Graphics: First of all it's the old PS2 so the graphic is limited but I enjoy that era. It's smooth and easy to look at. All the whores out there that complain about some outdated graphics should be rounded up and shot in the head, just saying.
Gameplay: The flow of the game is amazing. Different worlds to visit and a hoard of quests to do. The battles are turn based with cool mechanics and amazing spells. Different classes on the different characters which you can switch anytime you are into town each have their own feeling and system attached to them. There is also a crafting system through alchemy where you combine different materials to get an item, while hardly a new system it is far more enjoyable than most games. While you can get away with very little crafting you still feel the will to spend a lot of time gathering materials and for some reason it doesn't get boring as fast as it sounds.
Overall: Fantastic game who will give you hours and hours of great experiences! Do not miss this game! If you can't find a copy of this old game then do not download it along with an emulator. This is illegal so I encourage you to resist the urge of getting this game for your computer for free! Support the game companies dude!
Coming up:
Gonna start playing Mana Khemia: Alchemists of Al-Revis (PS2) and God of War HD Collection (PS3) (Originally God of War 1 and 2 for the PS2)
Also don't miss my upcoming rant about APB: Reloaded
: Gaming Section : End
There we go! Now I'm tired so I'm out of here. Enjoy the restarted blog of Captain Awesome and don't forget to tell your friends of my my awesome return
This is Captain Awesome - signing out
Where to begin?... Ah yes let's see what has happened lately.
I've recently moved out on my own thanks to Mini-Awesome. Can not express my gratitude enough for that. Living here with my girlfriend and her two dogs and two cats. Everything is working out pretty awesome except for my health... Don't know how but my health, both physical and mental, got worse somehow. I now rarely leave the apartment and I rarely feel "good" and the word "happy" is thrown into the dumpster. Sad I know but I'll manage somehow, I always do.
So what about the people in my life? Well the Crew of Awesome got nerfed pretty bad due to various reasons and I'm not going to go into details as it would take forever plus it would be wrong to go into it. Naaah who am I kidding? Since when would I give a fuck about right and wrongs? but seriously it would take forever and I don't feel like it.
Miss Awesomeness and Mini-Awesome is still close and we hang out quite a lot. It's awesome, they are awesome, we are awesome! I won't even try to tell you guys how much you mean to me as it would only end in failure... Note to self: Learn how to thank people properly..
I still see and talk with some and stopped talking to some altogether. Now now just because I stopped talking to them doesn't necessarily mean they did something horrible or anything like that. It just fell apart for different reasons.
I sometimes miss the old times where I spent time with all of them but it won't happen again anytime soon and even if it was possible my health would kick the idea in the nuts.
Also note that the page dedicated to Crew of Awesome is on the backburner for now.
Wow that was a lot of information... and all of it was totally awesomely uninteresting. MOVING ON!
The gamer in me want to dedicate a tiny piece of each entry to what games I'm currently playing and possibly talk a bit about a game or two. Just got the idea of putting up a list of all the games I know and my current progress... oh dear fucking god that would take up a lot of time and there would be no guarantee that the result would be awesome.. HAHAHA who am I kidding!? Everything I do is awesome! Even so I will put it on the shelf of future projects.
As some of my readers are completely uninterested in games (what the fuck is wrong with you?) I will let you know when and where I start rambling about games.
: Gaming Section : Start
Fist of the North Star: Ken's rage (PS3)
Progress: Finished!
Genre: Action Hack-and-slash
Story: In this action packed game you play as different warriors in an post-apocalyptic world where the strong rise to power to protect the weak or to rule the world. Two clans has arised, the Nanto and the Hokuto. Every character fights for what he believes in, be it love, power or survival. Now I heard the manga is great (which this game is based upon) and I have to read it sometime but as far as the storytelling in this game... Awful... Truly fucking unawesome. But who needs a story in a game where you smash your fists into your opponents skull and tear them apart from the inside?
Graphics: Good. Aside from two or three Special Moves there are no moments where you see any weird positioning or textures crossing each other
Gameplay: Packed with action, power and blood this game will leave a mark in your brain. The game is very straightforward, kill all the enemies in your path and then defeat the boss. Different combos and a bunch of playable characters makes this game interesting and therefore worth your time.
Overall: Awful story and repetitive action aside this game is worth buying. Several hours of gore and action can't go wrong in this world. Buy it fuckers!
Atelier Iris 3:Grand Phantasm (PS2)
Progress: Finished!
Genre: Turn-Based RPG
Story: You play as Edge, Nell and Iris in a world of dreams, alchemy and monsters. The three are Raiders who do missions in different "dream" worlds, be it finding items or killing monsters. Iris carries a book which cannot be opened and soon they discover that the book is the "Escalario". By finding 8 gems the book can be opened and Iris can make any wish come true. The story becomes deeper and more enjoyable the further you go into the game. All in all the story is so awesome that it could easily be made to a book or even a movie.
Graphics: First of all it's the old PS2 so the graphic is limited but I enjoy that era. It's smooth and easy to look at. All the whores out there that complain about some outdated graphics should be rounded up and shot in the head, just saying.
Gameplay: The flow of the game is amazing. Different worlds to visit and a hoard of quests to do. The battles are turn based with cool mechanics and amazing spells. Different classes on the different characters which you can switch anytime you are into town each have their own feeling and system attached to them. There is also a crafting system through alchemy where you combine different materials to get an item, while hardly a new system it is far more enjoyable than most games. While you can get away with very little crafting you still feel the will to spend a lot of time gathering materials and for some reason it doesn't get boring as fast as it sounds.
Overall: Fantastic game who will give you hours and hours of great experiences! Do not miss this game! If you can't find a copy of this old game then do not download it along with an emulator. This is illegal so I encourage you to resist the urge of getting this game for your computer for free! Support the game companies dude!
Coming up:
Gonna start playing Mana Khemia: Alchemists of Al-Revis (PS2) and God of War HD Collection (PS3) (Originally God of War 1 and 2 for the PS2)
Also don't miss my upcoming rant about APB: Reloaded
: Gaming Section : End
There we go! Now I'm tired so I'm out of here. Enjoy the restarted blog of Captain Awesome and don't forget to tell your friends of my my awesome return
This is Captain Awesome - signing out
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
The Wipeout and The 1337
Vroom Vroom!
So the last couple of weeks I've spent just sitting in my room feeling sorry for myself. Been very depressed and have had tremendous trouble with my stomach pains.
On to the matter at hand! In my last entry The Tech and The PeeFlirt I mentioned the awesomeness of being able to dismantle a person and then reassemble him/her with upgrades. Still a good idea yeah? I mean if it worked... Some days ago I was more down than usual and started to think about reinstalling OS on a computer.
We all know that all computers eventually start to malfunction at some point. Maybe too many programs have been installed and uninstalled or some registers gets fucked up. Perhaps you downloaded too much porn and got yourself a virus you naughty boy! There is one solution to each and every problem. Reinstall the OS! In other words deleting everything and start anew.
How fucking awesome wouldn't it be to be able to do that on yourself?!?
Think about it. Say you are like me and don't have many friends. One or two got pissed and disappered on you for some dumb reason. One or two died in some tragic accident. There you stand, alone with nowhere to go and no real reason to move forward. Suicide is a solution but that is kinda permanent (or so I've heard) So what to do? Wipe the brain clean! Then install some basic programs like how to read and things like that. Voila you got yourself a new life. Reborn. A second chance. Totally awesome!!!
Next subject!
Alright my gaming-buddies forced me into playing League of Legends. Which I quite enjoy! So here is the deal: Your Captain Awesome is awesome at games however I'm damn lazy and way too aggressive for these particular kind of games so my skills actually differs from match to match. Same could be said about my buddies so some of our matches ends in losses. But fuck that if you're having fun!
Buuuut then there is the fuckheads who makes the gaming experience a tad bit less fun...
Some important information: There are two kinds of matches, ranked and normal. Ranked are for those pro gamers who thinks Earth will incinerate if you lose. In other words they are for serious people. Normal are for... normal people? They are for people who are less skilled at the game or players who just wanna have some fun. We don't play ranked games ever cause none of us wants to take this game all too serious. I'm awesome but my friends are normal so I play Normal matches with them.
So back to the fuckheads I was talking about. In this context fuckheads are people who complains/use offensive language/verbal abuses or just have a negative attitude in general.
Let's use an example. Every player controls one character each. A 2vs2 fight commences. Me and my friend hacks away at them and almost kills them both. But for some reason we both end up getting killed, most often it's just some dumb and funny thing. Our reactions to these situations on Teamspeak are something like "What the hell just happened!? Hahahaha! Lucky bastards!".
So in other words we just laugh at it, respawn, try again and hope for a more happy ending. Funny shit happens in a funny shit game so all is well right? Of course it is! We play games because we want to have fun. It is the only reason anyone play games. Period. If you have some other fucked up reason for playing then I suggest you smash your computer to oblivion, preferably with your head, and find a hobby which you actually enjoy.
Buuuut then some fuckhead comes along and say something like "OMG NOOBS YOU FUCKING SUCK" (and yes most often with caps lock) or "Good job... We will lose the game because of that..." ..... What the fuck is wrong with these people!? Sure they got 2 kills which means they earned some gold which in turn means they can buy themselves some better items before we can. Thus giving them an advantage. But seriously... IT IS A FUCKING GAME!!!
So the last couple of weeks I've spent just sitting in my room feeling sorry for myself. Been very depressed and have had tremendous trouble with my stomach pains.
On to the matter at hand! In my last entry The Tech and The PeeFlirt I mentioned the awesomeness of being able to dismantle a person and then reassemble him/her with upgrades. Still a good idea yeah? I mean if it worked... Some days ago I was more down than usual and started to think about reinstalling OS on a computer.
We all know that all computers eventually start to malfunction at some point. Maybe too many programs have been installed and uninstalled or some registers gets fucked up. Perhaps you downloaded too much porn and got yourself a virus you naughty boy! There is one solution to each and every problem. Reinstall the OS! In other words deleting everything and start anew.
How fucking awesome wouldn't it be to be able to do that on yourself?!?
Think about it. Say you are like me and don't have many friends. One or two got pissed and disappered on you for some dumb reason. One or two died in some tragic accident. There you stand, alone with nowhere to go and no real reason to move forward. Suicide is a solution but that is kinda permanent (or so I've heard) So what to do? Wipe the brain clean! Then install some basic programs like how to read and things like that. Voila you got yourself a new life. Reborn. A second chance. Totally awesome!!!
Next subject!
Alright my gaming-buddies forced me into playing League of Legends. Which I quite enjoy! So here is the deal: Your Captain Awesome is awesome at games however I'm damn lazy and way too aggressive for these particular kind of games so my skills actually differs from match to match. Same could be said about my buddies so some of our matches ends in losses. But fuck that if you're having fun!
Buuuut then there is the fuckheads who makes the gaming experience a tad bit less fun...
Some important information: There are two kinds of matches, ranked and normal. Ranked are for those pro gamers who thinks Earth will incinerate if you lose. In other words they are for serious people. Normal are for... normal people? They are for people who are less skilled at the game or players who just wanna have some fun. We don't play ranked games ever cause none of us wants to take this game all too serious. I'm awesome but my friends are normal so I play Normal matches with them.
So back to the fuckheads I was talking about. In this context fuckheads are people who complains/use offensive language/verbal abuses or just have a negative attitude in general.
Let's use an example. Every player controls one character each. A 2vs2 fight commences. Me and my friend hacks away at them and almost kills them both. But for some reason we both end up getting killed, most often it's just some dumb and funny thing. Our reactions to these situations on Teamspeak are something like "What the hell just happened!? Hahahaha! Lucky bastards!".
So in other words we just laugh at it, respawn, try again and hope for a more happy ending. Funny shit happens in a funny shit game so all is well right? Of course it is! We play games because we want to have fun. It is the only reason anyone play games. Period. If you have some other fucked up reason for playing then I suggest you smash your computer to oblivion, preferably with your head, and find a hobby which you actually enjoy.
Buuuut then some fuckhead comes along and say something like "OMG NOOBS YOU FUCKING SUCK" (and yes most often with caps lock) or "Good job... We will lose the game because of that..." ..... What the fuck is wrong with these people!? Sure they got 2 kills which means they earned some gold which in turn means they can buy themselves some better items before we can. Thus giving them an advantage. But seriously... IT IS A FUCKING GAME!!!
Monday, July 25, 2011
The Fire and The Edge
Alright it's the middle of the day and I have slept very little so I'm cranky as hell. So prepare for rage!
Hope I can get it out of the system and make the rest of the day better.
First off I'm gonna talk shit about people, real people, people I know, even my relatives. I don't know if any of those who I'm gonna mention even reads this blog but I don't give a shit. If you do then all the better!
As you all should already know I have several illnesses which prevents me from working, so I have a lot of free time. However a lot of that said free time I spend trying to endure the pain I have and a lot of that time I spend trying to find ways to get rid of any pain I can. Guess what, I would gladly work fucking 12 hours per day 7 days per week instead of having this pain and fucked up head. And yes I have thought of committing suicide and I still think the idea is not that bad. Those of you who fucking can't understand it can go fuck off and drown in a fucking lake! Anyone, and I mean ANYONE, who get's the idea of throwing any pity my way I recommend that you bury that thought somewhere where I can't see/hear/feel/sense them or I will punch you in the throat.
Now my illnesses are pretty hard to understand and I get that many people can't get their head around it, I really really understand that. If you have the need to understand then asking me about it makes a lot of sense and I usually try to explain my situation. As I said it is hard to understand so I'm fully aware of that you probably need a couple of questions to get a grasp of it.
If you still don't understand or if you don't agree with something I do or something like that then you are allowed to ask or say so and we can discuss it further in a civilized matter.
If you STILL don't understand after X amount of time discussing then I think we have a stalemate. Going any further is pretty pointless. Now I feel you should just accept the fact that you don't understand the situation and we can move on to other things. If you do understand but disagree with anything then I feel we should agree to disagree and move on to other things.
Pretty good idea yeah? I think it's an awesome deal and I think most of you agree. THEN WHERE THE FUCK DO PEOPLE GET THE FUCKING IDEA OF DOING THE FUCKING OPPOSITE?!?!
Just to show you an example I was gonna link a facebook status I put up where one of my aunts wrote several things that was pretty upsetting. Funny thing is my friends found it more upsetting than I did. However either I just can't find it or I deleted it. Shame really. I'm gonna give you a quick summary of what it was all about. It was like 10ish in the evening and I put up a status saying "I'm bored anyone doing anything fun?". Now I was thinking of just chatting with someone who did something fun, if someone asked me to join them in whatever they did I would probably decline as it was pretty late in the evening. Then my aunt wrote something like "You should get a job cause you seem healthy enough bla bla bla" So I started explaining why that is impossible. Oh btw I have explained my situation a couple of times before this event. She continued with the negative comments, ignoring my attempts to reason with her. After a couple of tries and her continued beating I said that I will remove her from facebook so I don't have to see her useless comments. And so I did.
Now who died and gave her the fucking rights to beat down on me? I'm so fucking tired of hearing my relatives say things that they think is right but in reality I CANNOT FUCKING DO IT BECAUSE I AM FUCKING ILL! Hey wanna know what I think is the right thing for you to do? SHUT THE FUCK UP! Useless piece of trash.
Again you are allowed to think what you want but slap yourself in the face and realize that you don't create reality. Keep your shit to yourself. This applies to all of you.
... okay on to some other shit. I really dislike the things that happens around me at the time. I know I know most of them isn't about me and I don't think you guys mean for anything to be directed towards me. Know this... I do not want anything to do with this shit. Solve it on your own. But I'm 100% certain that I somehow for god knows what reason will get caught in the crossfire. Feels like I'm gonna lose a friend because of this and I don't really appreciate that. I don't take anyone's side as long as you don't hurt each other in any other way that isn't necessary.
Prediction: One of you will feel really bad when you read this but you probably shouldn't and one of you will not feel bad when you read this but you probably should.
Hate this childish shit....
I had hoped that this entry would make me feel better, you know get things off my chest. Can't say I feel any better, could have made everything worse.
Note to self: Next time blow something up instead... or stab someone in the eye.
This is Captain Currently-Not-So-Awesome - signing out
Hope I can get it out of the system and make the rest of the day better.
First off I'm gonna talk shit about people, real people, people I know, even my relatives. I don't know if any of those who I'm gonna mention even reads this blog but I don't give a shit. If you do then all the better!
As you all should already know I have several illnesses which prevents me from working, so I have a lot of free time. However a lot of that said free time I spend trying to endure the pain I have and a lot of that time I spend trying to find ways to get rid of any pain I can. Guess what, I would gladly work fucking 12 hours per day 7 days per week instead of having this pain and fucked up head. And yes I have thought of committing suicide and I still think the idea is not that bad. Those of you who fucking can't understand it can go fuck off and drown in a fucking lake! Anyone, and I mean ANYONE, who get's the idea of throwing any pity my way I recommend that you bury that thought somewhere where I can't see/hear/feel/sense them or I will punch you in the throat.
Now my illnesses are pretty hard to understand and I get that many people can't get their head around it, I really really understand that. If you have the need to understand then asking me about it makes a lot of sense and I usually try to explain my situation. As I said it is hard to understand so I'm fully aware of that you probably need a couple of questions to get a grasp of it.
If you still don't understand or if you don't agree with something I do or something like that then you are allowed to ask or say so and we can discuss it further in a civilized matter.
If you STILL don't understand after X amount of time discussing then I think we have a stalemate. Going any further is pretty pointless. Now I feel you should just accept the fact that you don't understand the situation and we can move on to other things. If you do understand but disagree with anything then I feel we should agree to disagree and move on to other things.
Pretty good idea yeah? I think it's an awesome deal and I think most of you agree. THEN WHERE THE FUCK DO PEOPLE GET THE FUCKING IDEA OF DOING THE FUCKING OPPOSITE?!?!
Just to show you an example I was gonna link a facebook status I put up where one of my aunts wrote several things that was pretty upsetting. Funny thing is my friends found it more upsetting than I did. However either I just can't find it or I deleted it. Shame really. I'm gonna give you a quick summary of what it was all about. It was like 10ish in the evening and I put up a status saying "I'm bored anyone doing anything fun?". Now I was thinking of just chatting with someone who did something fun, if someone asked me to join them in whatever they did I would probably decline as it was pretty late in the evening. Then my aunt wrote something like "You should get a job cause you seem healthy enough bla bla bla" So I started explaining why that is impossible. Oh btw I have explained my situation a couple of times before this event. She continued with the negative comments, ignoring my attempts to reason with her. After a couple of tries and her continued beating I said that I will remove her from facebook so I don't have to see her useless comments. And so I did.
Now who died and gave her the fucking rights to beat down on me? I'm so fucking tired of hearing my relatives say things that they think is right but in reality I CANNOT FUCKING DO IT BECAUSE I AM FUCKING ILL! Hey wanna know what I think is the right thing for you to do? SHUT THE FUCK UP! Useless piece of trash.
Again you are allowed to think what you want but slap yourself in the face and realize that you don't create reality. Keep your shit to yourself. This applies to all of you.
... okay on to some other shit. I really dislike the things that happens around me at the time. I know I know most of them isn't about me and I don't think you guys mean for anything to be directed towards me. Know this... I do not want anything to do with this shit. Solve it on your own. But I'm 100% certain that I somehow for god knows what reason will get caught in the crossfire. Feels like I'm gonna lose a friend because of this and I don't really appreciate that. I don't take anyone's side as long as you don't hurt each other in any other way that isn't necessary.
Prediction: One of you will feel really bad when you read this but you probably shouldn't and one of you will not feel bad when you read this but you probably should.
Hate this childish shit....
I had hoped that this entry would make me feel better, you know get things off my chest. Can't say I feel any better, could have made everything worse.
Note to self: Next time blow something up instead... or stab someone in the eye.
This is Captain Currently-Not-So-Awesome - signing out
Thursday, July 21, 2011
The Tech and The PeeFlirt
Hello again my fellow douchebags!
Now I sincerely apologize for the lack of entries lately but my computer has had a... it kinda... Hell I'm gonna say it outright, it fucked me in the ass with Bluescreen of Death!! No computer for a month.. I think how death feels like now...
After many attempts to fix it I finally said fuck it and bought new parts! To actually disassemble the very thing that makes you angry is so satisfying I kid you not! Wish you could do that with humans.... hmm.... New York Times: "Captain Awesome killed his friend and chopped him up to tiny pieces! In his defence he said that he was gonna do some upgrades and put him together again" ..... okay maybe not...
Say hi to my new rig! Asus Sabretooth P67 motherboard! YUM! 3,30GHz i5 processor (can be overclocked)! DOUBLE YUM! 8gb ram! well... not that good I guess. This goes well together with my earlier purchased Geforce 580 graphic card! All put together this rig is so amazing it almo- AAHHHH! ... Came in my pants.. give me 2 minutes...
Okay there we go, sorry about that...
So what have I been up to? Well I've been with Celina a lot. Been hanging out with Mini-Awesome and Miss-Awesomeness a lot too which makes me happy! They are so cute together that it almost makes me wanna throw up ;D
A special night worth mentioning is when Celina, Snail and I went over to Mr Alice's house! They got drunk and I got... funny... from my meds. Late at night we decided to play some 1v1v1 on Modern Warfare 2 with Amon Amarth in the background. Truly amazing! After Amon Amarth we played some Children of Bodom which led us to Backstreet Boys! ... Shut up I know what you're thinking... No questions allowed! -.-
Last saturday Celina, Mini and Awesomeness were at Medusa and had a nice time. Something weird happened though... I went to the bathroom. Took my place at the urinal and started emptying my beautiful hose. While standing there, this is all true by the way it's too stupid to make up, 2 girls came out of the toilet which you can actually close and lock... I was a bit surprised but meh fuck it. One girl passed me but the second one halted and said "Looking good there, you single?". I was like WTF is this really happening?! ... and of course I had nothing good to say so I just said "No sorry I'm not" which to she replied "Oh that's a shame.." then she smiled and walked out. Now I don't know about you but it's the first time someone has flirted with me in a club while I was peeing. I take it as a compliment but I already know my gear is awesome! Although a thank you is in order for the chick, I'm actually quite flattered. Hope you find someone who is nearly as awesome as me when he's peeing!
Oh right almost forgot Midsummer! "Celebrated" it with good friends at the house of the woman who created Mini. Later we went to Medusa (where else?) I'm not gonna say much more but instead I'm giving you a videolink! Enjoy!
Before I stop writing I just want to say fuck you to some people who deserves, hopefully you know who you are. Also I want to give another thank you to the friends who keeps me from total breakdown, I really REALLY hope you know who you are!
This is Captain Awesome - Signing out
Now I sincerely apologize for the lack of entries lately but my computer has had a... it kinda... Hell I'm gonna say it outright, it fucked me in the ass with Bluescreen of Death!! No computer for a month.. I think how death feels like now...
After many attempts to fix it I finally said fuck it and bought new parts! To actually disassemble the very thing that makes you angry is so satisfying I kid you not! Wish you could do that with humans.... hmm.... New York Times: "Captain Awesome killed his friend and chopped him up to tiny pieces! In his defence he said that he was gonna do some upgrades and put him together again" ..... okay maybe not...
Say hi to my new rig! Asus Sabretooth P67 motherboard! YUM! 3,30GHz i5 processor (can be overclocked)! DOUBLE YUM! 8gb ram! well... not that good I guess. This goes well together with my earlier purchased Geforce 580 graphic card! All put together this rig is so amazing it almo- AAHHHH! ... Came in my pants.. give me 2 minutes...
Okay there we go, sorry about that...
So what have I been up to? Well I've been with Celina a lot. Been hanging out with Mini-Awesome and Miss-Awesomeness a lot too which makes me happy! They are so cute together that it almost makes me wanna throw up ;D
A special night worth mentioning is when Celina, Snail and I went over to Mr Alice's house! They got drunk and I got... funny... from my meds. Late at night we decided to play some 1v1v1 on Modern Warfare 2 with Amon Amarth in the background. Truly amazing! After Amon Amarth we played some Children of Bodom which led us to Backstreet Boys! ... Shut up I know what you're thinking... No questions allowed! -.-
Last saturday Celina, Mini and Awesomeness were at Medusa and had a nice time. Something weird happened though... I went to the bathroom. Took my place at the urinal and started emptying my beautiful hose. While standing there, this is all true by the way it's too stupid to make up, 2 girls came out of the toilet which you can actually close and lock... I was a bit surprised but meh fuck it. One girl passed me but the second one halted and said "Looking good there, you single?". I was like WTF is this really happening?! ... and of course I had nothing good to say so I just said "No sorry I'm not" which to she replied "Oh that's a shame.." then she smiled and walked out. Now I don't know about you but it's the first time someone has flirted with me in a club while I was peeing. I take it as a compliment but I already know my gear is awesome! Although a thank you is in order for the chick, I'm actually quite flattered. Hope you find someone who is nearly as awesome as me when he's peeing!
Oh right almost forgot Midsummer! "Celebrated" it with good friends at the house of the woman who created Mini. Later we went to Medusa (where else?) I'm not gonna say much more but instead I'm giving you a videolink! Enjoy!
Before I stop writing I just want to say fuck you to some people who deserves, hopefully you know who you are. Also I want to give another thank you to the friends who keeps me from total breakdown, I really REALLY hope you know who you are!
This is Captain Awesome - Signing out
Sunday, June 19, 2011
The Sleepiness and The Chicken
Morning to you all!
As I said in the last entry my body has been totally wacked this last week. I haven't done much at all.. and definitely nothing fun/stupid. Been sleeping a lot, which I hate, and I've started playing Final Fantasy X again which is pretty awesome!
A few more things happened but I won't talk about it here, not now at least.
Anyways yesterday I went to Medusa with Celina, Lvlina, Mini-Awesome, Lvlina's brother Johan and his girlfriend Emily (spelling?) It was awesome. Just chilling and joking around. Exactly what I needed, enough action to ease my restlessness but not so much that my health suffered. Thanks guys
Feels like my mind has wandered all over the universe lately. Which is a bad thing. As Eminem said in one of his songs "I don't know why the world keeps turning round and round but I wish it would stop so I could get off right now".
Guess when my health is a bit better my thoughts will settle a bit, at least enough to enable me to start sorting things out. Hard to do anything when there is a lack of focus.
One thing I've been feeling lately is that my patience and kindness has taken a beating... Hope it's just temporary...
Moving swiftly along I'm gonna show you something that disturbs me a great deal! ...goddammit I get frustrated just thinking about it... Anyways one day I was chatting with Celina on the Facebook chat thingy and she showed me a picture (no not like that you perverts!)
Here it is....
She said that it reminds her of me...
When I asked why she said "It fits you, especially with the little spot on the neck". Naturally I asked "Why the spot?" and she answered "Because you're not like everyone else, you are special. And it has the right look too! I'm watching your every move so watch out!"
So in her eyes I'm basically cute and cuddly... Special though but still... Damn her for destroying my image! Ah well I stopped getting surprised over her actions at this point haha
I'm getting very sleepy now (again...) but I want to finish with a thanks. Mini and Celina, yesterday when we ate at that place and just talked... it was truly awesome. Just talking about random shit without a care about stepping on each others toes or anything like that. Moments like that are rare, at least for me. Thanks guys!
This is Captain Awesome - signing out
As I said in the last entry my body has been totally wacked this last week. I haven't done much at all.. and definitely nothing fun/stupid. Been sleeping a lot, which I hate, and I've started playing Final Fantasy X again which is pretty awesome!
A few more things happened but I won't talk about it here, not now at least.
Anyways yesterday I went to Medusa with Celina, Lvlina, Mini-Awesome, Lvlina's brother Johan and his girlfriend Emily (spelling?) It was awesome. Just chilling and joking around. Exactly what I needed, enough action to ease my restlessness but not so much that my health suffered. Thanks guys
Feels like my mind has wandered all over the universe lately. Which is a bad thing. As Eminem said in one of his songs "I don't know why the world keeps turning round and round but I wish it would stop so I could get off right now".
Guess when my health is a bit better my thoughts will settle a bit, at least enough to enable me to start sorting things out. Hard to do anything when there is a lack of focus.
One thing I've been feeling lately is that my patience and kindness has taken a beating... Hope it's just temporary...
Moving swiftly along I'm gonna show you something that disturbs me a great deal! ...goddammit I get frustrated just thinking about it... Anyways one day I was chatting with Celina on the Facebook chat thingy and she showed me a picture (no not like that you perverts!)
She said that it reminds her of me...
When I asked why she said "It fits you, especially with the little spot on the neck". Naturally I asked "Why the spot?" and she answered "Because you're not like everyone else, you are special. And it has the right look too! I'm watching your every move so watch out!"
So in her eyes I'm basically cute and cuddly... Special though but still... Damn her for destroying my image! Ah well I stopped getting surprised over her actions at this point haha
I'm getting very sleepy now (again...) but I want to finish with a thanks. Mini and Celina, yesterday when we ate at that place and just talked... it was truly awesome. Just talking about random shit without a care about stepping on each others toes or anything like that. Moments like that are rare, at least for me. Thanks guys!
This is Captain Awesome - signing out
Monday, June 13, 2011
The Limit and The Recap
Hey there my sea turtles!
The last couple of weeks have been so insane to the point that it should be illegal.
Right now my body is failing. I'm completely out of energy and my body is aching all over. Most of you know that my health is a bit special. I have been pushing myself way beyond my limit and now I'm paying for my mistake.
My mind is kinda crapped out right now too. There has been way too much drama and shit like that lately... I have so much to think and worry about it's almost makes me wanna cry
My friends, I'm sorry but I won't hit the town or do anything special this week... I simply cannot ignore the pain at this point. I hope I can get out this weekend but until then you have to survive without your Captain Awesome.
I have so much to write it's not even funny. Think I'll divide it up between several entries... Yeah that sounds good.
Well as most of you know I now have scars in my face for a reason I don't really wanna talk about. At this point it seems that some of them will be permanent but time will tell.
I also accidentally broke the ceiling lamp... Of course the shit was made was made of thick heavy glass and of course I had to stand right under the damn thing when the glass shattered... Luckily I dodged most of it but my arm got sliced pretty good so here I sit with three stitches in my arm. I was laughing all the way through it actually. Am I strange for smiling when I get cut up so bad? Some of my friends think I'm toying with my life way too much and need to slow down but to you I say: NO PAIN NO GAIN!
I also pierced my lip! The general opinion is that I look awesome in it! .... Like there were any doubts haha. I thought it would hurt quite a bit but I was so damn wrong.. It was the good kind of pain and YES I know you think I'm crazy for enjoying pain but fuck you alright!? ;D
The bitch-slap war with Mr Alice is currently 9-9 which suggests that we are equally good at face-slaps but I will get that son of a bitch!
In the next entry I will post all the random funny shit that has occurred lately but I would like to finish this entry with a thank you to all of those who cared when I collapsed last friday. Special thanks to Micke/Mr God, Ayla and Klara who stayed at the hospital even when I said that they didn't have to.
Many special thanks to all the true friends I have out there! I never say it but I hope you know I appreciate you all!
This is Captain Awesome - signing out
The last couple of weeks have been so insane to the point that it should be illegal.
Right now my body is failing. I'm completely out of energy and my body is aching all over. Most of you know that my health is a bit special. I have been pushing myself way beyond my limit and now I'm paying for my mistake.
My mind is kinda crapped out right now too. There has been way too much drama and shit like that lately... I have so much to think and worry about it's almost makes me wanna cry
My friends, I'm sorry but I won't hit the town or do anything special this week... I simply cannot ignore the pain at this point. I hope I can get out this weekend but until then you have to survive without your Captain Awesome.
I have so much to write it's not even funny. Think I'll divide it up between several entries... Yeah that sounds good.
Well as most of you know I now have scars in my face for a reason I don't really wanna talk about. At this point it seems that some of them will be permanent but time will tell.
I also accidentally broke the ceiling lamp... Of course the shit was made was made of thick heavy glass and of course I had to stand right under the damn thing when the glass shattered... Luckily I dodged most of it but my arm got sliced pretty good so here I sit with three stitches in my arm. I was laughing all the way through it actually. Am I strange for smiling when I get cut up so bad? Some of my friends think I'm toying with my life way too much and need to slow down but to you I say: NO PAIN NO GAIN!
I also pierced my lip! The general opinion is that I look awesome in it! .... Like there were any doubts haha. I thought it would hurt quite a bit but I was so damn wrong.. It was the good kind of pain and YES I know you think I'm crazy for enjoying pain but fuck you alright!? ;D
The bitch-slap war with Mr Alice is currently 9-9 which suggests that we are equally good at face-slaps but I will get that son of a bitch!
In the next entry I will post all the random funny shit that has occurred lately but I would like to finish this entry with a thank you to all of those who cared when I collapsed last friday. Special thanks to Micke/Mr God, Ayla and Klara who stayed at the hospital even when I said that they didn't have to.
Many special thanks to all the true friends I have out there! I never say it but I hope you know I appreciate you all!
This is Captain Awesome - signing out
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